When You Turn Out The Lights

under this tragic silver-blue sky
wandering towards no possible direction
I search for myself and for what I had
lost in the loneliness of my eyes
adrift in the lies of this obscene youth
and I wonder where are you tonight?

when you turn out the lights do you fall into her arms?
do you crawl waiting for her to keep you warm? do you?
and when you turn out the lights do you think of me?

there in the spotlight by the edge of life and death
scratching my wrists with blades by the pouring rain
I live inside the shadows of my heart
shaking pain and suffer all thru my blood
pouring my whole existence down to the drain
and as I close my eyes late at night I think of you

when you turn out the lights does she come to your arms?
does she make you crawl for her? does she make you any harm?
oh! but when you turn out the lights do you dream with me?

oh when you turn out the lights is she in your bed?
is she the one your heart calls for? is she the one in your head?
and do you desire her? and does she love as you are?
but when you turn out the lights do you still love me?
do you?

(by Dog Man)