living in the name of myself

all that is forbidden, all that u dislike, all that might never be true, all the stupid things u might know are here!! Welcome my friend, to the insane world of myself

quarta-feira, junho 22, 2005

Astonishing panorama of the endtimes


the boy's got a head like an atom bomb
hang him from a cross like the number one son
and he's been waiting so long
to get it on.

the boy's 15 but he's 16 gauge
wants to get out from his Jesus cage
he's already torn out the last page
it's the "latest rage"

Violence for the people
they always eat the hand that bleeds
Violence for the people
give the kids what they need

Kill your god
Kill your god
Kill your TV

the boy's purified by the quitter gods
burning up his cross like a revelation
and his glass jaw opens
like a puppet head

Violence for the people
they always eat the hand that bleeds
Violence for the people
give the kids what they need

Kill your god
Kill your god
Kill your TV

this is what you should fear
you are what you should fear

this is what you should fear
you are what you should fear

this is what you should fear
you are what you should fear

this is what you should fear
you are what you should fear

this is what you should fear
you are what you should fear

this is what you should fear

Violence for the people
they always eat the hand that bleeds
Violence for the people
give the kids what they

Violence for the people
they always eat the hand that bleeds
Violence for the people
give the kids what they need

Kill your god
Violence for the people
they always eat the hand that bleeds
Violence for the people
give the kids what they need

Violence for the people
they always eat the hand that bleeds
Violence for the people
give the kids what they need

Kill your god
Kill your TV

Kill your god
Kill your TV

Kill your god
Kill your TV

Kill your god
Kill your TV

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terça-feira, junho 21, 2005

Seven Nation Army


I'm gonna fight 'em all
A seven nation army couldn't hold me back
They're gonna rip it off
Taking their time right behind my back

And I'm talking to myself at night
Because I can't forget
Back and forth through my mind
Behind a cigarette
And the message coming from my eyes
Says leave it alone

Don't want to hear about it
Every single one's got a story to tell
Everyone knows about it
From the Queen of England to the hounds of hell

And if I catch it coming back my way
I'm gonna serve it to you
And that aint what you want to hear
But thats what I'll do
And the feeling coming from my bones
Says find a home

I'm going to Wichita
Far from this opera for evermore
I'm gonna work the straw
Make the sweat drip out of every pore
And I'm bleeding, and I'm bleeding, and I'm bleeding
Right before the lord
All the words are gonna bleed from me
And I will sing no more
And the stains coming from my blood
Tell me go back home

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Take me out


So if you're lonely,
You know i'm here waiting for you,
I'm just a crosshair,
I'm just a shot away from you
And if you leave here
You leave me broken shattered alive
I'm just a crosshair
I'm just a shot..then we can die

Ooohahhhhh

I know I wont be leaving here with you

I say don't you know
You say you don't know
I say... take me out
I say you don't show
Don't move time is slow
I say... take me out

I say you don't know
You say you don't go
I say... take me out

I know I wont be leaving here (with you)
I know I wont be leaving here
I know I wont be leaving here (with you)
I know I wont be leaving here with you

I say don't you know
You say you don't know
I say... take me out
If I move this could die
Eyes move this can die
C'mon...take me out

I know I wont be leaving here (with you)
I know I wont be leaving here
I know I wont be leaving here (with you)
I know I wont be leaving here with you

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Of walking abortion


Life is lead weights, pendulum died
pure or lost, spectator or crucified
recognised truth acedia's blackest hole
junkies winos whores the nation's moral suicide
loser - liar - fake - phoney
no one cares, everyone is guilty
fucked up - dunno why - you poor little boy

we are all of walking abortion
shalom shalom we all love our children
we all are of walking abortion
shalom shalom there are no horizons

Mussolini hangs from a butcher's hook
Hitler reprised in the worm of your soul
Horthy's corpse screened to a million
Tisu revived, the horror of a bullfight
fragments of uniforms, open black ruins
a moral conscience - you've no wounds to show
so wash your car in your 'X' baseball shoes

we all are of walking abortion
shalom shalom we all love our children
we are all of walking abortion
shalom shalom there are no horizons

little people in little houses
like maggots small blind and worthless
the massacred innocent blood stains us all

who's responsible - you fucking are
who's responsible - you fucking are
who's responsible - you fucking are
who's responsible - you fucking are
who's responsible
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Paranoid Android


Please could you stop the noise, I'm trying to get some rest
From all the unborn chicken voices in my head
What's this...? (I may be paranoid, but not an android)
What's this...? (I may be paranoid, but not an android)

When I am king, you will be first against the wall
(with) your opinion which is of no consequence at all
What's this...? (I may be paranoid, but no android)
What's this...? (I may be paranoid, but no android)

Ambition makes you look pretty ugly
Kicking and squealing gucci little piggy
You don't remember
You don't remember
Why don't you remember my name?
Off with his head, man
Off with his head, man
Why don't you remember my name? I guess he does...

Rain down, rain down
Come on rain down on me
From a great height
From a great height... height...
Rain down, rain down
Come on rain down on me
From a great height
From a great height... height...
Rain down, rain down
Come on rain down on me

That's it sir
You're leaving
The crackle of pigskin
The dust and the screaming
The yuppies networking
The panic, the vomit
The panic, the vomit
God loves his children, God loves his children, yeah!

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Black Math


Don't you think that I'm bound to react now?
Well, my fingers are definitely turning to black now
Yeah, well maybe I'll put my love on ice
Teach myself, maybe that'll be nice
Yeah

My books are sitting at the top of the stack now
The longer words are really breaking my back now
Maybe I'll learn to understand
Drawing a square with a pencil in hand, yeah

Ah,ah,ah,ah,ah
Ah,ah,ah,ah,ah

Mathematically turning the page
Unequivocally showing my age
I'm practically center stage
Undeniably earning your wage
Well maybe I'll put my love on ice
And teach myself, maybe that'll be nice, yeah

Listen master, can you answer a question?
Is it the fingers, or the brain
that you're teaching A lesson?
I can't tell you how proud I am
I'm writing down things that I don't understand
Well, maybe I'll put my love on ice
And teach myself, maybe that'll be nice

Yeah,yeah,yeah

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segunda-feira, junho 20, 2005

Something I can never have


I still recall the taste of my tears.
Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears.
My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore.
Scraping through my head 'till I don't want to sleep anymore.

Come on tell me.
Make this all go away.
You make this all go away.
I'm down to just one thing.
And I'm starting to scare myself.
Make this all go away.
You make this all go way.

I just want something.
I just want something I can never have

You always were the one to show me how
Back then I couldn't do the things that I can do now.
This is slowly take me apart.
Grey would be the color if I had a heart.
I just want something I can never have.
In this place it seems like such a same.
Though it all looks different now,
I know it's still the same
Everywhere I look you're all I see.
Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be.

Come on tell me.
Make this all go away.
You make this all go away.
I'm down to just one thing.
And I'm starting to scare myself.
Make this all go away.
You make this all go way.

I just want something.
I just want something I can never have
I just want something I can never have
Think I know what you meant.
That night on my bed.
Still picking at this scab
I wish you were dead.
You sweet and perry ellis.
Just stains on my sheets.
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sábado, junho 18, 2005

Climbing up the walls


I am the key to the lock in your house
That keeps your toys in the basement
And if you get too far inside
You'll only see my reflection

It's always best when the light is off
I am the pick in the ice
Do not cry out or hit the alarm
You know we're friends till we die

And either way you turn
I'll be there
Open up your skull
I'll be there
Climbing up the walls

It's always best when the light is off
It's always better on the outside
Fifteen blows to the back of your head
Fifteen blows to your mind

So lock the kids up safe tonight
Put the eyes in the cupboard
I've got the smell of a local man
Who's got the loneliest feeling

That either way he turns
I'll be there
Open up your skull
I'll be there

Climbing up the walls
Climbing up the walls
Climbing up the walls

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sexta-feira, junho 17, 2005

Attitude


Sat on the metro with love on her mind
Intimate details of every kind
Opening doorways to secret rooms
Her emptiness calling to you

She give a little bit of attitude
Give a little bit of something new
Give a little bit of attitude
Get a little bit tacky too

Give a little bit of attitude
Give a little bit of something rude
Give a little bit of attitude
Get a little bit tacky too

A dangerous daughter in a leopard print skirt
A polaroid camera recording the dirt
Intimate details of every scene
Opening doorways for me

She give a little bit of attitude
Give a little bit of something new
Give a little bit of attitude
Get a little bit tacky too

Give a little bit of attitude
Give a little bit of something rude
Give a little bit of attitude
Get a little bit tacky too

She give a little bit of attitude
Give a little bit of something new
Give a little bit of attitude
Get a little bit tacky too

Give a little bit of attitude
Give a little bit of subterfuge
Give a little bit of attitude
Get a little bit tacky too

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quinta-feira, junho 16, 2005

Refugees


You are the dust and
I am the rain
Lets go out in the rust and
Let's gather the change

Let's take to the streets
You and I we're life's refugees
But like Bonnie and Clyde we're free
Don't say there's nothing between us

You stain the pavements
I'll take the blame
Our love is our saviour
Our life is our grave

Let's take to the streets
You and I we're life's refugees
But like Bonnie and Clyde we're free
Don't say there's nothing between us

'Cause we're all refugees
And we're all drifting like leaves
But like Bonnie and Clyde we're free
Don't say there's nothing between us

We'll live for the sunshine
And smile through the rain

And we're all refugees
And we're all drifting like leaves
But like Bonnie and Clyde we're free
Don't say there's nothing between us

So let's take to the streets
You and I compete with the freaks
And like Bonnie and Clyde we're free
Don't say there's nothing between us

Well there's nothing between us
Well there's nothing between us
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quarta-feira, junho 15, 2005

Valentine's Day


She was the color of T.V.
Her mouth could render like a metal snake
All of holy wood was sad
They'd remembered that this is Valentines day
Flies are waiting

In the shadow of the valley of death
In the shadow of the valley of death
Slit our wrists and send us to heaven
The first flower after the flood

I saw that pregnant girl today
She didn't know that it was dead inside
Even though it was alive
Some of us are really born to die
Flies are waiting

In the shadow of the valley of death
In the shadow of the valley of death
Slit our wrists and send us to heaven
The first flower after the flood

In the shadow of the valley of death
In the shadow of the valley of death
In the shadow of the valley of death
In the shadow of the valley of death
In the shadow of the valley of death
In the shadow of the valley of death
In the shadow of the valley of death
In the shadow of the valley of death
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Fico assim sem Você


Avião sem asa, fogueira sem brasa
Sou eu assim sem você
Futebol sem bola. Piu-Piu sem Frajola
Sou eu assim sem você

Por que é que tem que ser assim?
Se o meu desejo não tem fim
Eu te quero a todo instante
Nem mil alto-falantes
Vão poder falar por mim

Amor sem beijinho,
Buchecha sem Claudinho
Sou eu assim sem você
Circo sem palhaço, namoro sem amasso
Sou eu assim sem você
To louca pra te ver chegar
To louca pra te ter nas mãos
Deitar no teu abraço, retomar o pedaço
Que falta no meu coração

Eu não existo longe de você
E a solidão é o meu pior castigo
Eu conto as horas pra poder te ver
Mas o relógio tá de mal comigo Porque? Pooooooorque?

Neném sem chupeta, Romeu sem Julieta
Sou eu assim sem você
Carro sem estrada, queijo sem goiabada
Sou eu assim sem você

Por que é que tem que ser assim?
Se o meu desejo não tem fim
Eu te quero a todo instante
Nem mil alto-falantes
Vão poder falar por mim

Eu não existo longe de você
E a solidão é o meu pior castigo
Eu conto as horas pra poder te ver
Mas o relógio tá de mal comigo
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terça-feira, junho 14, 2005

God’s Correspondence With A Child


and as it was in the beginning it is now
the silence lives upon the hearts
as the fears control their minds
so not for devotion, not for the faith
they pray, they pray all night long
praying for something they don't have
they pray for their own lives
but they, all in prayers, still don't believe
because it is since the beginning
as it will be forever on and on and on.....

and their eyes are too blind to see me as truly I am
their souls are too worn and wretched to believe
their hearts had never loved me as I love them
theirs is a world where I don't belong

and I know, I know all
but sometimes I don't even know anything

dust among this shriveled skin of mine
as the night has invaded the blue skies
with darkness to spy on our poor little children
with sin to tempt the innocents at their weakness
but still they fall like leaves from a dead old oak tree
drift on the wind, on the fickleness of time
and enchanted with the power of evil
they cast their souls in the flames of pain
so consumed by their restless thoughts of desire
the world dives into the shadows in their minds
to hear the voice of the inevitable armageddon

and their eyes are too blind to see heaven above
their souls are full of hurt and angry enough
to never and ever try to believe in something
their hearts had negated the brilliance of a pure love
theirs is a world where life is made of pain and fears
theirs is a world where evil strangles their souls
theirs is a world where I�'m still cursed

and I've done all I could to rescue them
I've done all to hold them here with me
to guide their hearts into mine
to show them the way to their lives
I've done all I could
but still they'd fell away from my heart

and I know, I know all that I could know
I know myself and I know my reflection
a disconnected and disenchanted reflection
its voice speaks in rhyme and in riddle
preaching the end of times and the end of me
conceiving evil in the minds, hate in the hearts
its voice conceives a beast inside their minds
the beast they fear, the beast that doesn't exist
its voice speaks about everything else
instead of speaking in my name and of me
and I know it, I know all
but sometimes I don't even know anything

time moves across me and thru these fingers
taking away the laugh and the youth I had once
leaving only the sad faces in despair and in pain
and the glass is there, covering the whole floor
unreal as a dream of hell, uncertain as life is
but they are wandering alone among this world
wandering and wondering about faith and time
as the clouds roll by in the blue skies of my tears
the echo of the words rings forever on
inside the shell of the weak
inside every little feeling they think they possess
inside of them as inside of me too
it rings forever on as it aches all over this body

and their eyes are too tired to search for the light
their souls are damned, doomed and almost dead
to ask for and need the salvation of the heavens
their hearts had already buried me alive long ago
theirs is a world of believers of none
theirs is a world drown in the blankness of life
theirs is a world as no other that I had seen

and I know, I know all cause I know me
I know my hands had held the rain for them
my hands had clean the tears upon their faces
they had warmed their hearts in the cold winters
and my legs are too tired to continue walking
tired of holding on this old and heavy body
as my feet don't move, they won't walk anymore
so I fall once again, tired of everything
tired of all of them who had renegade me
them who had renegade me for desire and power
so don't deny it to me, I know it, I know all
but sometimes seems that I don't know anything

and these lights descend from heaven to earth
to heal the wounds on their souls
to hold their beauty and their innocence
as oceans turn into tears as life turns into sand
the thoughts reborn once again inside
contemplating the peace of their existence
and the mirror reflects the truth of our own
and love reveals the strength behind the creation
the creation of everything, the creation of everyone
and backwards on time and forwards with hope
they will still be far away from me

and their eyes, full of pride, refuse to see the truth
their souls rotten to the core don't want to carry on
their hearts had never been loyal to me or to my love
theirs is a world of such perfection
and of such disgrace and sadness
theirs is a world, a world away from me

and I know, I know all
but sometimes I don't even know anything
because everything is changing
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The lay of the last minute of pain


you know the man inside too well
you know it, you know it so well
and you can't deny it to me
you know this man, he's been on hell
you know me, you know me so well

in here, crushed like suffer tales
I cross the skies on red wings
far from the cities of desire
far away from the night of the one million faces
and only now, I have the freedom
to stand on my own
to be the ghost I pretend to be

you know the man inside too well
you know it, you know it like a bad spell
and you can't deny it to me
you know this man, he's been on hell
you know me, you know me so well

and though my heart can't see
still I try to find a way thru us all
a way to achieve myself, a way of your desires

but I'm still here waiting
I'm a waiter at your command and by your needs
born out of love and out of time
I've the stranglehold of the beauty in your eyes
with oak benches and forbidden dreams
but get off of me, off with me, off with your head
and we'll grow just like the children of the dead
torn inside, worn as tears and forgotten as love

and you know the man inside too well
you know it, you know it so well, as you might tell
and you can't deny it to me
you know this man, he's been on hell
you know me, you know me so well

and though my heart is barren and cold
still I think there is a way thru us all
a way around myself, a way into your desires
out of sight, out of everything that blinds
just to know that I have the freedom to be

and you know me, you know me too well.....
....and in limbo, we watch the fight of our times
the galore of reasons hide the skies of disgrace
the soldiers stand against the doors of destiny
but patiently we weight down the clouds with rain
cause after all this incalculable pure lunacy
you are the only one that still I know

and though my heart is dead as I am
still there is a way out thru us all
a way to defeat myself, a way for your desires
thoughtless as the pride of believers
impossible in the fickleness of fascination of love

and you know the man inside too well
you know it, you know it so well,
and you can't deny it to me
you know this man, he's been on hell
you know me, you know me too well
you know me like a bad spell, as you tell
and you know me, you know me so well
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terça-feira, junho 07, 2005

Disarm


Disarm you with a smile
And cut you like you want me to
Cut that little child
Inside of me and such a part of you
Ooh, the years burn

I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what I choose is my choice
What�s a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you

Disarm you with a smile
And leave you like they left me here
To wither in denial
The bitterness of one who�s left alone
Ooh, the years burn
Ooh, the years burn, burn, burn

I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what I choose is my voice
What�s a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you

The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you
The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you
The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you
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segunda-feira, junho 06, 2005

Glass and The Ghost Children


To the center of the earth
Or anywhere god decides
Full of fever pulling forth
We hear our call as all
To the center of the earth
As if written in
DNA is reaching out
To your frequency

I want to live
Don't want to die
I want to live
I want to try

All in prayer
Prayer in all
All are scared
Scared of all

Black rooms are calling
To men in leather coats
White labs are cooking up the silver ghost
The glass migrates under her translucent skin
And all the spiders wonder what we've got us in

All is you
You are all
All with you
You in all

I want to live
I don't want to die
I want to live
I want to try

So beats the final coda
Of a vintl storm
One more cherry cola to lift up her dead arms
A dream of sot focus sunsets filters thru the din
We are losing contact as she dials it in
She can hear glass calling
Or is it someone that looks like him
She eyes tv reflection and nods a knowing look
She says it doesn't matter
She never liked her looks
I have seen a thousand fractures
I have seen everything
Cause knowing is it's own answer
Love something in a book
There's not much left to ponder
Not much left to cook
As she counted the spiders
As they crawled up inside her
As she counted the spiders
As they crawled up inside her

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Walking Shade


look at ya now
look at ya
torn estates
took forever
couldn't wait on words, on sound

I just want you so
you're everything, so cold
the perfume of your rose in bloom
I just want you so
anywhere I go
the chase, the bells below
taken from my soul

on the 9th day God created shame

I'm out walking shade
to brush these fires aside
to calm the rising fight
to build you a new life

should you choose
I've picked the best for you
it's your turn and my time to test
I'll second guess the rest

look at ya now
look at ya
nothin's faced
took advantage of my faith and called me out

I just want you so
you're everything I'm told
dumb enough to scold this tongue
I just want you so
anywhere I go
a kingdom for your rain
a pocket for your soul
I just want you so
you're everything although
the risk is getting close to you

I'm out walking shade
the sun is going out
the word is getting round
that I just want you so
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The hand that feeds


You're keeping in step
In the line
Got your chin held high and you feel just fine
Because you do
What you're told
But inside your heart it is black and it's hollow and it's cold

Just how deep do you believe?
Will you bite the hand that feeds?
Will you chew until it bleeds?
Can you get up off your knees?
Are you brave enough to see?
Do you want to change it?

What if this whole crusade's
A charade
And behind it all there's a price to be paid
For the blood
On which we dine
Justified in the name of the holy and the divine

Just how deep do you believe?
Will you bite the hand that feeds?
Will you chew until it bleeds?
Can you get up off your knees?
Are you brave enough to see?
Do you want to change it?

So naive
I keep holding on to what I want to believe
I can see
But I keep holding on and on and on and on

Will you bite the hand that feeds you?
Will you stay down on your knees?
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Pyramid Song


I jumped in the river and what did I see?
Black-eyed angels swam with me
A moon full of stars and astral cars
All the things I used to see
All my lovers were there with me
All my past and futures
And we all went to heaven in a little row boat
There was nothing to fear and nothing to doubt

I jumped into the river
Black-eyed angels swam with me
A moon full of stars and astral cars
And all the things I used to see
All my lovers were there with me
All my past and futures
And we all went to heaven in a little row boat
There was nothing to fear and nothing to doubt

There was nothing to fear and nothing to doubt
There was nothing to fear and nothing to doubt

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