Dirty, dirty

the more I get to you
the more I hate myself
this crown of a thousand stars
kept on my head
to remember that you're the one I want
but you don't even look at me

as a saint usually says to the devil
I say to you
leave me now, just leave
or this might get very dangerous
but I know
I am all that I wished not to be
and you are
you are what I want you to be

let me kill myself now
it's never too late
I will never be anyone, anyone at all
my thoughts are rotten
my love decayed
my faith, my faith is lost
and I'm dirty, so dirty
so fucking dirty
as the moon up in the sky
where our dreams use to sleep
while the sun dies
in the vast ocean
to keep us far away from heaven
to keep me far away from you!

and for now, I only know
it was never the way I wanted
it was never the right thing for me to do
cause all we are
is a scar in God's ass

Andromeda's secrets

Let me give you a slice of my world
you won't deny me anymore
you ... you little whore

I'll drop off of all of my promises
putting them on a seashell
and sent it down to hell

fly with me and show me the way
your special and own way
cause today, it's going to be different
I'll wait for you in the Scorpius constellation
to drop our mistakes in someone's coffin
and make it our own little secret

the day has gone dark
I've no lovers arc
and no light to guide us

why it has to go so wrong for us?
can you see any bright light for us?
I guess not

I'm just as blind as you are now
but why can you love me anymore?
and be the one I adore?
what do you hide behind that door?
where do you scream and laugh?
show me where it hurts and I will apease you

as the world goes on to meet its end
on the next bend
I still hope to guide you once more
on my next dream
cause I'm the one for you
not to this world
only for you
my little secret

drag me home

drag me home
I'm all alone with my secrets
I can't be what I want to be

drive me home
I'm waiting for the final sound
to find a place where I can finaly sleep

take me home
I'm too much afraid of the sun
its light is starting to blind this fragile eyes

guide me to my home, sweet home
there I will find my destiny
in an enmpty dark room
with whole my mistakes I'd made thru out my life

a poem

to tell you this story
I'm not the right person
'cause the sky may look peaceful
but my heart still aches
with some old love storm

just take it as it is
and don't go further than this
the night it's cold
and my heart is old
as you love is not as you told

swing and rock out
to the sound of the thunders
this love of mine is not for real
and you won't feel it even if you want to
cause this world ain't for us

and when a child cries
the clouds will send us rain
and when a child smiles
God will show us the sun
so bright as anyone had ever saw it

and when my heart bleeds
I wish I could bury this love for good

Dead Bugs

dead bugs, you won't fool us anymore
those tricks you had done
are going to burn your little legs

and oh my, they are really dead
and I'm not feeling happy
eveything just makes me sick

and my dead bugs are gone
and I... I'm left all alone
with all these silent words to write
to write another poem of my life

deep true and fragile blue

Deep true
was never untrue
in the sky
made of goodbyes

my fragile blue
I never really got into you
as the nasty sin
will never win